I've been studying all day today for our upcoming respiratory exam for med surg. My brain is sooo toasted and I am really praying that all I studied will stick in my head because I really need to do good on this exam and the other exam after that.
My life right now is so plainly routine and really stressful. I know I am almost done with the program but right now... What I am feeling, this feeling of being stressed almost 97% of the time really sucks.
Hence, getting irritated really easily, grumpy and insecured. Dang, I hate feeling like this and no matter how hard I tried to stop feeling like this, I am so busy almost all day trying to survive the stress of school and work that I do not have the time to look at myself and plead "stop feeling this way."
Sometimes, I think to myself, "maybe I am allowing these feelings to linger around me because I am entitled to?" hmmm.. Doesn't make sense.
Moving on....
I know I am not the prettiest nor the brightest person in the world and I know that I cannot please everybody. I know that there are people who will stop and look at me and judge me becauseI know that reality is like that. I cannot change how other people think because they are entitled to their opinions/perceptions.
The worse part is "I know all of these" but why am I acting/thinking this way.
Time to call it a night.
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